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Ideal
03:14
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sittin’ on my bed, every morning every evening, thinking to myself
well maybe if I just worked harder if I just worked better I could figure this out
cause the world is so despondent,
oh so heavy
and it feels like I could heal us, but I know
that would be ideal,
no it isn't real,
but that would be ideal
feelin’ how I feel
maybe not ideal,
but that's because it's real
ideal (ooh ooh) (x4)
sittin’ on the couch, after work, after schooling, try to watch the news
I can't help but cry every time someone dies, someone lives, I’m a rain cloud
‘cause this worlds a rollercoaster and I'm riding
and sometimes I wanna get off, but I know
that would be ideal,
no it isn't real,
but that would be ideal
feelin’ how I feel
maybe not ideal,
but that's because it's real
ideal (ooh ooh) (x4)
night and day, I’m musing I’m musing I’m musing
love so much, but why am I still losing?
yes night and day I’m dreaming I’m dreaming I’m dreaming
love too much but I can't help it, can't stop
that would be ideal,
no it isn't real,
but that would be ideal
feelin’ how I feel
maybe not ideal,
but that's because it's real
that would be ideal,
no it isn't real,
but that would be ideal
feelin’ how I feel
maybe not ideal,
but that's because it's real
ideal (ooh ooh) (x4)
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Be My Parachute
03:06
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I'm on a plane flying higher and higher
but the doors are wide open
when I'm feeling well, I'll go as high as I desire
but if I get clumsy, be my parachute
my head's spinning 'round, clouds in my mind
would you keep me steady?
I'm trying to see through these grey skies of worry
but if I lose focus, be my parachute
sometimes I'm spiraling out of control,
it's hard to fight the gravity pulling me down
yeah sometimes I'm spiraling,
and I can't fight the gravity
and I don't wanna take you down with me
I know it ain't easy to love me,
I know that I'm trouble
but sometimes my mind can't handle this world,
so if I crash down
be my parachute,
be my guide,
be my, be my, be my, be my
(x3)
be my parachute
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Haunted Heart
04:55
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there are ghosts in my chest, they keep talking to me
and I just know that you could make them go away
and there are cobwebs and spiders, they keep crawling to me
from the space that you left when you strayed
this house is eerie, I wanna break free, you won't let me
this haunted heart has one two many spirits, no I don't wanna feel it
this haunted heart is too tired,
quit haunting me
I see your face in my sleep and you're smiling at me,
just a tease, but I keep looking back
till it fades and decays, these ghosts are taunting me
'cause they know I'll just keep looking back
this feels so eerie, I wanna break free, but you won't let me
this haunted heart has one two many spirits, no I don't wanna feel it
this haunted heart is too tired,
quit haunting me
I see your silhouette in the shadows that my heart projects
when it gets too nostalgic
I wish that I could reach inside, I wish that I could exercise
these phantom figments of you, oh you
this haunted heart has one two many spirits,
this haunted heart is too tired,
ooh
this haunted heart has one two many spirits, no I don't wanna feel it
this haunted heart is too tired,
quit haunting me (x4)
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It's Fine
02:48
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it's fine, it's fine, it's so fine
I'll start every conversation
and we'll beat at our dead jokes until
you leave and say you'll call next time
but it's fine, it's fine, it's so fine
I'll carry this friendship till it burns out
with soot on my hands, still making the plans
we'll grab dinner sometime
I'll send you a wedding invite in case you forget
and you'll throw a fake smile as I walk down the aisle
but it's fine it's fine, it's so fine
if you don't wanna write me
if we're not really friends, we shouldn't pretend
so I'll put down my pen
now whenever I see you around, it's only by chance
pretend we're alright, just being polite
but it's fine it's fine, it's so fine
if you don't wanna write me
if we're not really friends, we shouldn't pretend
so I'll put down my pen
goodbye, my love, it's fine
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Sarah Bernadette Boston, Massachusetts
Singer/songwriter from NJ, currently in Boston, MA after studying vocal performance and songwriting at Berklee College of Music. New England Conservatory Masters '21.
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