sittin’ on my bed, every morning every evening, thinking to myself
well maybe if I just worked harder if I just worked better I could figure this out
cause the world is so despondent,
oh so heavy
and it feels like I could heal us, but I know
that would be ideal,
no it isn't real,
but that would be ideal
feelin’ how I feel
maybe not ideal,
but that's because it's real
ideal (ooh ooh) (x4)
sittin’ on the couch, after work, after schooling, try to watch the news
I can't help but cry every time someone dies, someone lives, I’m a rain cloud
‘cause this worlds a rollercoaster and I'm riding
and sometimes I wanna get off, but I know
that would be ideal,
no it isn't real,
but that would be ideal
feelin’ how I feel
maybe not ideal,
but that's because it's real
ideal (ooh ooh) (x4)
night and day, I’m musing I’m musing I’m musing
love so much, but why am I still losing?
yes night and day I’m dreaming I’m dreaming I’m dreaming
love too much but I can't help it, can't stop
that would be ideal,
no it isn't real,
but that would be ideal
feelin’ how I feel
maybe not ideal,
but that's because it's real
that would be ideal,
no it isn't real,
but that would be ideal
feelin’ how I feel
maybe not ideal,
but that's because it's real
ideal (ooh ooh) (x4)
credits
from Sakura,
released August 3, 2018
Music: Sarah Bernadette (composition and vocals), Sage Emma Mitchell (electronics, keys, electric guitar, electric bass, production), Steven Viol (drums)
Production: Sage Emma Mitchell (production, engineering, mixing, mastering), Daniel Jankowski (engineering).
Singer/songwriter from NJ, currently in Boston, MA after studying vocal performance and songwriting at Berklee College of Music. New England Conservatory Masters '21.
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